It's the perfect day to die
the day i get rid of all anguish and pain
the day that i won't cry ..

Everybody thinks it's just a phase , i'm alright
but I'm sick of pretending..
i have too many emotional demons to fight

So many times i've tried
to commit the horrible act
of attempting suicide

This time I'm not gonna fail
no , I'm gonna do it
and I'm not not gonna bale

I can only imagine this perfect world
away of all harm , pain , and worries
when it all started i was just a little girl

I know I'll Rest in peace
no more darkness
my agony will cease

I close the bedroom door shut
Yes , my wrists i will cut

Of this decision I'm sure i won't regret
because of this awful life
i'm never gonna be able to forget

With every drop of blood a picture flashes by
of my disgusting life
of me crying in the middle of the night

This beautiful blue carpet soon turns red
and just before i die
a memory comes to me and a tear sheds

No one will miss me .. i know
no one ever really loved me
affection they'll never show

I tried so hard to be the best i can
but no one seemed to notice
I was an outcast , and still am

Maybe when you see me laying there dead
You'll feel a little sad
but the very next day , i'll be out of your head  


Fuchy <3